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AHKEI BOMB PRIS AMANDA ANDRINA HANGQI WANLING KEN FATASS NAVJOTH TOHWEE EDDIE SHAWN NICHOLAS CHEN

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007, 6:15 PM

i dont know when you are going to keep your mouth shut...
what i like about sucking pig is that its mouth is always stuff-ed with a big red apple.
why not you consider to be a sucking pig? SUCKER(:

dont deceive yourself with those deceptions.
dont try to use those deceptions to cover your weakness.
everybody was trying to apply cream and medication to your wound. but you deceived yourself thinking apply cream and medication wont help..trying to use your own method to heal your wound.

i felt a sharp pang.but it's just temporary.because you're PATHETIC.
you seek so much of others attention.
i hurt you is as bad as you hurt me bastard.

i see your face-a pretense of having a innocent character and principles... instance of such falseness.

My tale is the most bitter truth:

all fault is mine?
Once apart, dressed as one-A wolf will betray a lamb

you pick on your prey in a wicked way

your hypocrisy undresses my feelings for you this bastard.

The feel is gone yet you ain't gonna see me fail.

And cease to tell me why you feel, grieve, shield youself from truth

Wandering on Horizon Road..following the trail of deceptions

Hearken to the sound of my blood gushing..this hatred is gonna start.

it's too late for you to sever.

de·te·ri·o·rate

extreme aversion

odio. jerga

Tuesday, August 28, 2007, 8:26 PM

PUCCA! my favourite :D

TAMAGOTCHI!

stage 3 :X

stage 2 (jiaqi claimed that she's the strawberry freak. BHB HAHA!)

FUJI APPLE.

PEACH!

WOW WOW! kuku..ice cream fuji apple. OPEN YOUR pair of EYES

the CORE~
chocolate core(: it's bitter chocolater...BITTER~

one day miracle happened.
i tot i saw an inverted rainbow!

then i had a clearer view~ it's a big big circle of rainbow!

LOOK LOOK! see whose BIG NOSTRILS!
HAHA ..that's my boobs=) im her bra..that's what she called me xD

my turn my turn!! see~ DADA! my fingers striking pose

random~

family photo...someone is missing~ you know i miss him badly.but he just wont come back.i always hope for his return.the mistakes he made cant be forgiven.however we'll never break our sibling ties(: the grave of the fireflies.

Saturday, August 25, 2007, 3:15 PM

hello(: alex,im talking about you. fuck-ed up(:

not about what you wrote in your blog, guilt..

Friday, August 24, 2007, 10:30 PM

here again you this fuck-ed up guy(:

i think your blog is just long and boring.dont act to be like one 读书人。
you know you are not cut for those kind.
so just keep those unreal part to yourself(:

i realised that you have alot of un-ending explanation behind all your fuck-ed up actions.
it's totally AMAZING..how many hundreds reasons can you find for yourself?

you are an annoying bastard.
i thought all along it's just trashbag.
HAHA...when i had a clearer view...i cursed and swore.
it's a garbage dump emitting foul smell.others might think it's a smell of fresh-cut flowers..NO~
that's just their own shallow view.

i think even i have finished all the POPcorns i have in my big BOWL, i'll not eat those seeds that have not POP-ed.they are to be thrown in the bin.

that memory lane has become the worst nightmare.
thinking how would i find a guy like you?
you just give me twists..not just one.

i should have wear my sneakers so i wouldnt be so careless and fall into this deep trap, filling with decayed living matter and your foul smell.

it is right to defend yourself.but you are over defending yourself.why? scare that you might give others the wrong impression about you? so you mean..you're always right and steady kind who dont go wrong? what you want is called face. admit that you are chauvinistic okay freak?

Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 2:51 PM

YESTERDAY! wheeee~ we've formed a study group where there are 4 of us=)
jiaqi,huiwen[burrr..then who?!],nicholas and zheng wei.

haha..i learnt something okay(: but it's all about chemistry =.= my head spins.

then the rest study comb. HUMANITIES! ...errrr...thought we all agreed on studying science =.=

nicholas did study physics..but he gave up! HAHA! he said that he understood nothing but got more confused.

YaY! later keyzin came-studying humanities..ODD ONE OUT CAN..HAHA..the only geography student.

XIANG YU ALSO CAME! she laughed and complained she got sexually abused! i thought she should wail and get traumatised =x hahaha iya..normal one la..she also abused others xD

LALALA~ have fun while studying :D
KFC TIME! nicholas is so nice...he treated jiaqi and me cheese FRIES (:

i think nicholas got some eating disorder..it's not that kinda disorder x)
pieces of his food will just fling over and stick on your clothes! HAHA. so incredible.

later on i helped him to spy for chio bu=)
but HAIYA...the red clothes one so chio..he also said that she's kena sai =.=
because she's at the age of 40 x)
pleaseeee~ i mean beauty at 40 (:

one dumb-iest act of nicholas : spill a big cup of coke on his pants and shirts [HOHOHO]

but he's nice okay(:
zheng wei act shy~

AK~ AK~ AK~ AK~

im on my way to kill my brain cells..
TUDOs~

Saturday, August 18, 2007, 11:01 PM

WEAKLING!
if you can survive in your mistake, you wont be complaining so much.
it's not that i didnt let go..thought you know me well? you should i will never give you a chance to malign me.
what makes you a jerk is that you like to clarify things that have become facts instead of misunderstandings. even if it's wrong, you can turn it and make right.
for all the lies you make..you are not going cover it.

how would you feel when your ex is complaining all those stuff to your close friends and they feel that he's like an angel and you're like a devil?
MIND YOU. Eng Hua is my bestie and you are not going to defame him.
since when i did something disloyal behind your back during that period?
you lack of trust. it's YOU. NOT me. i didnt say you cant talk to girls.but you choose not. i cant be like you.

HAHAA..did you admit you're possessive?
i thought that day someone said he wasnt possessive..and now said that since when he wasnt possessive? so contradicting! (:
acting part comes in-"ohh~ i didnt say that i wasnt possesive."
wahhh~ i think i have to be impressed(:
i didnt know you are so talented in changing your words! BRAVO!

HAHA..
yeah..telling people im a good girl? PUKE. in your black fucking ugly heart..do you think so?
if not you wont be spending your time in msn..chatting to others..complaining.

you should know this day has come because you said you know me well (:
are you the round worm in my tummy? do you know i have a little of mental unstable?
i have great mood swing.
PLEASE dont say that you know me. in fact..you are just someone who is shallow..
like baby pool xD

you always dont use your peanut brain to think what you want to say. everything just blurp out and you cant catch them and put them back into your mouth. you said you dont mean it. sure?
dont give other fucking reasons.

since when you're not trying to cover your backside? what a f-ugly heart. luckily it ends early. otherwise i will be choked and died in a no-freedom-righteous-possessive sea.

cant imagine how you manage to act these all out..i mean mentally pervert. maybe there are two you. one with an angel heart-kind.forgiving and selfless and one with black and f-ugly heart-possessive,big liar and hypocrite.

yeah..you said sorry..so? are you really sincerely apologising?
NO. otherwise why are you so eager to say that i was obstinate..selfish for not spending time with you [stead≠ 24/7]? oh please..i sleep earlier than you..my parent fetchs..i have 4 tuitions in a week and i have tuition homework. im not complacent.

well well~ you are right! HAHAHA. you got strong intuition..you know me well..you are innocent.YAYAYA!
how about me? a network of nerves-complicated?therefore i cant function my brain well and think of all those crap to shoot you when you insisted that you did nothing[yeah yeah yeah..right~]?

wow wow wow...maybe i shouldnt wear contact lens ): i have to admit i have a vision problem..HAHAHA

Friday, August 17, 2007, 9:41 PM

BASTARD! just get over it will you? SAY NO MORE.

i know this is all that you have faked out. people who only see the surface thought you have terminal illness..MY FOOT. just too bad that i get to see some fucking ugly side of you.
oh yeah..this is also my ugly side. i cant help but to be straightforward.

it proves something. YOU'RE JUST TOO WEAK TO SURVIVE IN YOUR MISTAKES. this is no longer a question pose to you. it's a big fucking comment.
well..you think that the one of those fucking friends who has been pointing finger at me and saying all those unpleasant words is my good friend?! deep down in your black and f-ugly heart..you should know she wasnt the one.

i have told you i dont care what i type over here.
maybe you have some selective memory symptoms..choose to remember the "good" side of you and try to forget the "bad" side of you.

POSSESSIVE. who would admit they're being possessive? you are not exceptional. mind your own business will you? talking to others about something is my FREEDOM. why is there earnest-y in your eyes? want to come over and join us in our chat? damn it man. and i mind you..you are the worst guy i have ever come across.
doubt that my ex are no longer my friend? HAHA..arent you the one who always say that you know me well? im not like you.
well there's nothing to report to you which ex are my friends. because you have to mind your own business.

well..you're in no position to ask someone to take care of me.
MY MUM DOES THE JOB. get it?!

now im hurting you so? try to recall the number of people you have told something bad about me..dont say you didnt...otherwise people wont be saying that im selfish. breaking up is part of life. no matter how you dont want it to happen...it still will.
maybe you mentality has stucked at 13.

wonder why i dont mention your name? you know it well.

Thursday, August 16, 2007, 9:51 PM

crap la...for this time, im serious. you just suck can. just too weak to survive in your mistakes.
or maybe you're just too immature. have i not know what kind of person you are? or have i know another ugly side of you? never know that my decision is so wrong. why do others see your pain..your sufferings...but not standing at my side ..thinking how i am feeling right now?
fine~ you have got others attention. i know you are reading my blog. So?
i dont fuck care for what i have typed here. always wanted to have peace. because of the fucking people around you..i have got no peace. always pointing their fingers telling me how bad i am. YA! im bad so?
no point clinging on to this trash. and well for your information, i have thrown away the green pen you have touched.
you should know i was reluctant.
i hate you for your chauvinistic and ego-istic attitude. ALL those fucking people only know im wrong. does it only take one hand to clap?do they know the true you?

a pain in my ass.
i give no damn about your feelings.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 8:13 PM

be original!

其实我也不管你的感受。我也不在乎。烂人

i dont give a damn about it.stop seeking for attention.

Sunday, August 12, 2007, 11:15 PM

PHOTO-S PHOTO-S PHOTO-S!

my life is full of events~ HAHAHA

8/8 national day eve(: in school!

my abalone~ HAHA xD

that priest!

we swayed to the rhythm~

YaY YaY!

8/10- kbox day X: [laugh out my ass!]

nicholas was damn excited! he's smirking to himself~

duet~indonesia duck vs kbox prince HAHA!

MY TURN MY TURN!

IYO IYO! solo huh X: not bad(: *claps

qns:what time is it?
ans:DINNER!

while waiting..we took photos(:

MR.nicholas gay and MRS. zheng wei gay!

INDONESIA DUCK and GENG NA!

stickMAN~

YaY! his turn =.=

together!

8/11-shopping day~ it's not that kinda shopping.it's going to market to shop.
and i dont shop in wet market OKAY! i shop in cold storage(:

my FONDANT CHOCOLAT!

enghua's driving..and who's beside him?

TATA! it's ME! LOL~

we're on OUR WAY TO SUPPER~ it's 1 am!

we're at breko cafe~

HAHA.camera shy~ we asked wanling to come with us..but she said that she's a good girl xD

after breko cafe...we went to eat mee sua, touhua, soya milk and you tiao!
damn shiok! it's good to have friends who knows how to drive and willing to ask the car from his dad(: i reached home around 4.30 am and went to sleep(:

in the morning..both my sis and i were not feeling well..erm..well~ stay at home and rejuvenate lor~

SWEETS~

Saturday, August 04, 2007, 9:05 PM

here i am again.
these few days hadnt been good.
i know it's nothing to be shocked about because it's their daily routine.
anyway im not really bothered about what fucking things.
because it's FUN to be in COMB. SCIENCE!
YAY YAY YAY! i mean not during chemistry period. ms gan sucks abit.but she gives me a feel of some professions x:

everyday in school, i will just turn to sn and talk to her. i realised that the world is not as bad as how we feel.it's just the matter of how we see it. life is not totally a masquerade.but somehow if you got that idea...you will think it really sucks.

anyway we watched ALONE yesterday! [karen,miawching,siehna,me,jeehou and hangqi..jiaqi said that she didnt want):..priscilla said that she's scared x:]

it's so THRILLING~

then we went to paragon~ market place to buy sweet..because of HANGQI LA!

that big idiot. he bullied jee hou..asking him to carry his bag..then rest his hands on my shoulder..beat sieh na's head and tease karen. he's A BIG BIG BIG BULLY~ and forgetting that he also loves to bully KEI~

damn damn bad.luckily he didnt dare to lay his fingers on miaw ching. if he does, he would know how powerful miaw ching is! LOL!

on 8/8...LOL! im so happy and looking forward to that special day! im gonna to take PHOTOS! i dont care! all our people are to spray their hair purple! that's what the egg plant queen said=x

and we are going to spray glitters! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! wee weee WOW~

anyway our grp ppl are wearing skinnies.we set it LONG LONG ago okay!
jia qi is hap[py i know=)
XIANG YU XIANG YU XIANG YU! i want to take photo with you=) dont run away okay..now finally i have agreed to take it with you(:

SCHOOL IS DAMN NICE NOW! more freedom more carefree(: overall, sitting at the back is not a bad idea!

here are some photos~

pris: which bread should i choose? an pan bread or hotdog bun?

our benedict's test! reducing sugar is present!

boiling~bubbles bubbles bubbles~

me:SIEH NA! why use two spoons to eat?
sn:nevermind la..too lazy to take a fork..ANYHOW LA~

this is what happen in paragon....
whisper section~
mc: look at jeehou! HAHAHA
sn:a v. good husband=)
me: good for sara(:
karen: LOL!
hangqi: sniff* i want to go toilet la~

jeehou[agitated]: take what take! it's v. normal to shop for groceries okay!

THE END(:
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