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AHKEI BOMB PRIS AMANDA ANDRINA HANGQI WANLING KEN FATASS NAVJOTH TOHWEE EDDIE SHAWN NICHOLAS CHEN

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life's like that cha`

Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 11:55 PM

WE LOVE SOUP SPOON! and it's SOUPER VALUE MEAL :D

tangy tomato with basil? SUPERB :P

self obsessed awhile XD

after i clear my payment, i bought a complimentary gift for myself..because i've been working hard for money.

tata! I ALWAYS WANTED THIS! and it's mine NOW!
i think the fragrance is unique. while somebody told me that it was common.. but at least it doesnt give me headache :D and it's MY WANT okay

F1 PROMO (:
who's the hip hop yo'

cool like .. erm cool like some cool shit XD

that air steward.
suck or what.

ru rou (: - handsome china guy standing beside me XOXO LOL

here it comes - qualifying time :D

today i got a day off and i thought of going to expo hall 5-robinson sales

dressed up..then

here we are at expo.

life'slike this yea'

shot 1

shot 2

we saw yvonne working for anna sui, nelson and wei kai working for puma.
and cindy too! she came over to visit them LOL.

guess what it's inside.. BRAs?!

BOMB HOUR

well this is for my dearest eggplant..it has been 10 months and 3 days already.
you always make my day...never fail to make me laugh out loud, forget all my glamourous. im looking forward to our first anniversary.you're always be a part of me(:

p/s: let the time pass quickly and we'll be able to meet up next week and have a fabulous meal:D
i just want to have a nice afternoon/night with you (: simple and sweet.

Saturday, September 27, 2008, 6:37 PM

im so confused):
i called up pris but well..she's busy.
then i thought of hui peng.
erm..
im into deep thought):
GUAN YIN MA, HELP!
im lost.
well..cya on monday in the temple.

Sunday, September 21, 2008, 9:32 PM

finally..it's over(:
YAY!

can slp w/o worrying this and that. go ahead huiwen..have a good sleep(:
LOL.

Sunday, September 14, 2008, 9:10 PM

YaY! back to MM-AQM :D
we are just so enjoying our life there.

LIEW told us that there wasnt much laughter after we left OUHHH~

anyway remember i told you that i was very sicked-sore throat, bad cough, block nose and ears, running nose and cold.

i felt so sorry that i made hui peng cry):
because i was so sicked and i cant cancel my schedule so-last-minute so i had to go to work.
woke up at 5 am,slept again and woke up at 5:39 am because BOMB called.
in aqm, i was allocated to main restaurant with a new supervisor who knows little about the operation, a new waitres [she walks slowly, serves slowly and even talks slowly -.=] and a captain when half of the time i dont get to see her.
i was so not feeling well at that point. so i thought maybe bomb could lighten my work load.
but she rejected me, reason being was she was tired.

my bad for not understanding how tired she was [because it is not my body, how would i understand?]
i was rather pissed off.
then around 9 plus, supposingly guests should get lesser because breakfast buffet closes at 10:30 am.HOWEVER, these guests just BOMBED at the hostess stand.
the hostess "intelligently" put the guests at main restaurant and my work load was doubled.
at the wine bar which is far from buffet counter was actually quite relaxing because BOMB had another helper.

i asked for her help again. she did but awhile, v. short while.
i was super duper pissed.
it's like i keep asking for her help but she rejected me and felt that her tiredness couldnt compare with my illness and exhaust.
then i started to think - is it because she started to take me for granted. all those care, concern and how much i have valued this friendship?

i was very upset maybe partly because i wasnt feeling well and also she didnt show me what's the value of friendship when i really need help [i seldom ask her for help and often help around in the restaurant when my station is not very busy].
so it's quite rare for me to ask fer help in the restaurant k.

i really mind alot when i ask for help from some friends that i trust and value the most, they reject my requests because they are not willing for their own selfish reasons.
because when i need help, means I DESPERATELY NEED HELP.

it's time for 2nd break, she waited for me and we left together. at the lift landing, she asked me if i were okay. NO, i was not. but what? tell her how frustrated i was?
she asked if it is regarding rejected my request.

i thought, since you know, why dont you help me even i was about to turn over for all the tables?

she knew it. and apologised.

i ignored her apology and i was in dead silent because i was sick, upset and angry.

at the canteen, silence was the word to describe the weird atmosphere.
curiously, my executive asked what happened between the both of us..
well..to stop her from further questioning, i told her that we were experiencing "silence is gold".
some shit excuse i gave.

then another captain realised we were not right because we always break the silence.
she asked if we were quarelling.

my tears just fell off. to avoid the awkward moment, i stood up and walked off..

i knew this might upset BOMB further but you know when someone is really not feeling well and dont get some understanding from others, they tend to be emotional.

mu executive saw me in the dressing room and hugged me tightly telling me not to cry.
yeah BIG GIRLS DONT CRY RIGHT?!
but no..i value friendship so much that the slightest thing can upset me.

i knew BOMB was super duper upset and felt sorry that she made me so flare up and emotional.
she avoided me whenever she saw me.

well..i was thinking arent we best friends? why cant i just accept her apology and apologise to her for making her upset?
from far, i called for her and then dragged her to kitchen.
on the way, she kept looking at her order list and pretended that i was someone else.
"sorry BOMB. i didnt mean to upset you. i was really very frustrated so i was so speechless and ignored you."

true friends show their innermost feelings.
LOL. and chef daniel chup in LOL. "iyo why hug together and cry? 8 o'clock show is it?" damn busybody la. HAHAHA but he's my fav. la. then BOMB told me that jacklin [captain] apologised to her because she made the atmosphere even more awkward by asking if we were quarrelling. HAHA so funny eh. forever that silly DAI DHAO HA LOL.
thanks LIEW for being so caring leh(: even called up to ask if we were okay.
always like a brother to us :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and nelani [executive] for being so lovable HAHAHA maganda(:
okay. some credits to Mr lu ping[manager] XDDDDDDDDD

i know that time she was going to be my best friend because she believed me when most of them was blinded by one-side story.she helped me through when i was maligned by some bootlickers [go fuck yourselves KNN. especially that fat ass bitch, fairuz and DAMN THAT YASSER] and that fucking couple [to the she:go eat shit k..just because i dont like your working attitude..always doing those easy task when you were the station in charge and always easily pushed the blame on us when the guests walk off w/o billing make us like some prisoners-of-war, doesnt mean i dont like you as a friend. assume is always not the right way.
to the he: you're just biased.you hate me inside out and you're always waiting for the day i fall.luckily you left KNN go die
to both:birds of the same feather flock together. GOOD :DDDDDDDDDDD]

true friends show their innermost feelings.

BOMB is my bestest friend that i'll never angry for long.
how my life will be if i were going to work alone w/o a friend to share my thoughts, to understand my feelings, to know my loathe, to hear my complains, to laugh with me upon hearing my lame jokes and someone to take care of and to be taken care of?
see the differences? and it really matters.

BOMB :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
you know you are my top fav. including ep and those who knows you are my best friends :D

well you know i know :B

somee fucking steward

Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 9:11 PM

these few days weather is good but unfortunately flu bugs and infectious virus knocked onto my door.
because huipeng that BOMB told me that chef raymond prepared a glass of watermelon for us.
you know what? i just didnt take my mum's words to heart.
she said that NEVER NEVER take watermelon juice because when you put into that auxiliary machine, it induces heat when mincing the flesh for juice.
conclude:watermelon juice is heaty.

HAHA on sunday hi-tea, i was hosting the guests at the front door.
as i was looking through the reservation book, i heard someone walking towards the hostess stand.

"good afternoon, welcome to aquamarine. do you have any reservation?"
"good afternoon, erm.. WONG VINN XI."
"WONG VINN XI...sounds familiar"
then i took a look at the guests standing in front of me. HAHAHA it's jiaqi brother and his girlfiend HAHAHA

"you are JIAQI BROTHER!"

then i secretly sms-ed jiaqi telling her that her brother came and eat and it's not going to be cheap. LOL
she replied that she's going to scold his brother for not bringing her and family to buffet. LOL!

but he got a voucher for 2 free hi-tea.

okay back to today. KNN to that stupid auntie.
i was doing the set up for lunch so trolley was needed.
acty i was not suppose to make coffee, tea and ice water..it was hui peng job.
but then...what's friends for?
haha then i helped la although i was so not feeling well.
my captain pushed a trolley over with all the flasks, trays, containers, rags and bowl of lemon slices on it.
after filling the flasks, i went to prepare all the stations.

when i was back, i left the trolley in the kitchen. as i was about to leave the kitchen. THAT AUNTIE called me back. well..i reversed and looked at her.

she said since i used the trolley why not i clean up the trolley because it's abit wet.. then i said..okay i'll get a napkin to wipe [wo hui na bu qu ma]

she thought i said that it wasnt me who dirtied the trolley and accused me that i was the one who borrowed the trolley from her. KNN keeping screaming at me.
finally i lost my cool because i've been just keeping quiet such a long long time about 10 months.

i screamed at her,"you shut up can! did i say im not going to wipe it?! did i say it's not done by me?! DID I SAY ALL THOSE NONSENSE YOU ACCUSED THAT I HAVE SAID?! AND I DIDNT BORROW THE TROLLEY FROM YOU..IT'S MY CAPTAIN KNN."
then she shut her big trap.

fuck la. i always tolerate those aunties and uncles because i know that they're having hard time washing dirty plates, cups, goblets, utensils, crockeries and cutleries.
everytime they scream at us, we will never vent our anger back at them and still, treat them nicely.

to that idiotic auntie:

dont think we are young, you're an old hag..you can just scream at us like some slaves few centuries back in eygpt , thinking that we wont fight back. we are just been understanding you KNN stewardess and steward.
lao jiao [experienced] so what?!

if you got that qualification, you wont be a steward/stewardess washing all the dishes and cleaning the dirts.

SO JUST DO YOUR WORK AND STOP GRUMBLING.DONT TAKE US FOR GRANTED.DONT EVEN HOPE THAT WHEN BUFFET CLOSED, WE WILL KEEP SOME NICE FOOD FOR YOU. NEVER ASK US TO GIVE YOU A CUP OF FRESHLY BREWED COFFEE (when some of the guests got coffee brewed a couple of minutes ago and it was filled in a flask) BECAUSE YOU SUCK LIKE SOME FUCK.you just dont deserve these good things.

you are suay because today i was so sicked and couldnt stand the way you bullied me when i was coughing so badly.
stupid auntie. you shortie. KNN FUCK.

japanese promo @ AQM

Thursday, September 04, 2008, 2:36 PM

this week, im the hostess for the night and wear the japanese costume is not easy at all i swear.
i took about an hour to put them on my body and it's heavy):
AQM is now having the japanese promo and it just worths the money because all kind of japanese food you wanna eat is all available at aquamarine. KEKE..