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Thursday, April 08, 2010, 4:34 PM

Now I’m in the office doing nth apparently because I had accomplished my tasks yesterday. Always, I am very interested with this person because her life revolves around money and brands. So I clicked on her url to check on updates. WHALA! Vague with no depth as usual.

Pardon me for a few minutes.. in this post, nothing is going to look like I’m a kind hearted match stick girl going to stand there stupidly for the good whole winter just to show my sales skills.

Have you ever think that why is it not only me but everyone who leaves you? Pathetically, look around you.
This matter is too obnoxious and ridiculous.
I swear I never mistreat you.
However what turn me off most is how you squander people's money, your heart changes faster than each fashion season and you are not truthful either.

That day all I can say is that it's my wrong for lying and not turning up. but my main reason was I don’t like your boyfriend and it is still the fact. SIMPLE. I quite like your previous boyfriend and couldn’t accept that you had found someone so quickly.
You can say that I stereotype people. but I don’t give a damn to people who are like this even though he was once my primary school classmate.
I don’t see why there is a need to interact with such people.

I can make a vow that I will never smoke and never fail to get any certification from the ministry of education. Simply because I don’t want to fail my parents and importantly myself. I might not be the crème of the crop but at least I work hard to graduate.

Back to the topic.

Most of the things, you assumed. I can tell you honestly, you know nothing of me. I thought of explaining to you. With a second thought, I held back. At that age, you even got your parents involved -.- for goodness sake. Since you didn’t give me a chance to explain so to let the matter rest and be patient with me, I don’t think there was any need to talk to you.

I used to regard you as one of my good friend. Gradually, I couldn’t figure out which part you said is true. Seeing how your previous bf suffered, everyone can tell who’s most at fault. During the time, you did doubt me. so is it my turn now to say that you fail to regard me as someone you trust?

Sometimes, I was thinking if I could start a conversation with you. Wait a minute, no. I have every right to make any moves and to decide which kind of friends I want to keep. There was once A.K asked me this question, “do you miss her a lot from the day you both stop contacting each other?" the answer is rarely. you might think that you treat me the best. However, all my friends can do that and they are very compliant. So it is good because I won’t have that mutinous feeling in me.

Saying that people put on mask to be friends? Well..see who's talking. Look around me, I can’t even count how many true friends I have. I’m still in contact with my primary school friends, secondary school friends. They are always readily there for me. Even on my request, visit me at work. My polymates can share my burden and joy. Well how about you? Where are all your beloved girl friends you had in your secondary school class? None of them will be there for you, I can say that. You clearly know what kind of attitude and character you have. I have heard enough complaints and discussions from those people.
As what AK had mentioned in her blog a year ago, I also dislike the way you live your life. I felt very uneasy to be with you.

You can say that I gave you the biggest unforgettable memory on your important day. So?
Since I am not your concern anymore, why spend so much time thinking about the past where i was pictured inside?
And mind you, I didn’t backstab you. Don’t use the word “backstab” often unless you know the meaning to it. Don’t fully utilize it as if it’s profit making. Unfortunately, I doubt you know. I think you wanted to say that I lie to you and I left you without a word.
I didn’t go around and spread your business. Some people know it because someone you know told them or even you told them yourself.
Some friends are meant to be, some are not. When time is up, be ready to let go.
Let’s put this to a stop because I’m reluctant to give myself or to be given any chance to participate in your life. do i look like i even care to be a calefare..

P/S: I’m speaking the truth, it’s up to you to accept this with your generosity. Seriously, I’m not angry because I admit my wrong for lying but not agreeing to your absurd assumption. You cant be always right. Even saints make mistakes.