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when the day i read your blog, you called this fate.
Thursday, March 18, 2010, 1:55 AM

everytime this year, i might be overseas and tend to forget some stuff.

i used to have this friend. who i always treat the person like my sibling. let me call the person E.
E was always there to hearken whenever i needed someone to hear me out and E will be always someone who is my first priority in my calling list. hearken, i really mean it.


E called it our fate the day i read E's blog.
i never thought in those ways. i knew that it was my frequent sudden requests for help makes E think in this way. and it's true i dont have very good flash drive in my brain. i dont recall things that i have said for once and especially to anger. i will forget it very soon. when i graduated from secondary school, my brain become dull. too many things on hand. when you have to remember your work schedule and timing till you lost track of time. you have to make a balance in everything.
i could hardly contact anyone unless you were talking about working buddies.
this is when..i started to distant from some friends. i know that i could never use that ruler of mine to measure someone's sensitivity and character.
there's many things that need time to realise. and now i know and also hope that E knows.

today it's E's birthday and all i have to say is that at times, i will still miss you. i took some time to think..would it be appropriate to send you a birthday msg..till i finally decided i should and know that it is alr 18 march in the wee hours. maybe i have really lose E as my friend. however, i would still like to thank E for helping me out, sorting my problems and doting me in the past.