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28march91.
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temasekpolytechnic

AHKEI BOMB PRIS AMANDA ANDRINA HANGQI WANLING KEN FATASS NAVJOTH TOHWEE EDDIE SHAWN NICHOLAS CHEN

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do you know me better or myself?

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 11:55 PM

HELLO!
today i went for scout events because im now an unofficial venture.
anyway today i felt what's the real difference :D
try ventures if you are interested.
it's a brand new kind of experience!
and scout clubs are cuteeee XD

pris asked me to do this test online.
so i did. try it if you want.
here's the link

and this is my result

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

O.S: in the world, i realised that straightforward is not always a good thing.people have already seen through you in and out just because you talk your thoughts and intentions out.they will secretly do things behind your back and give you a big impact if they dont like you being straightforward [maybe their dignity is more important and value most than those facts stated?]
at the end of the day, people who dont speak up much and deliberately cause your fall will be the ultimate winner.no matter in school or at work.

however, im still that straightforward -.= yeah la...everything stated there is true like rainbow after a sunny rain (: so true

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

O.S: aries are sweet talkers and they are willing to sacrifice for their love ones okay. no matter it's friend or stead.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might be that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

*yeah. true. because practical what. and ep is the right person:D

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

O.S: i do think alot about my future.how can i not study hard and be an uncivilised barbarian and lose out to others-.=

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

O.S:of course burr..already metioned that i think about my future one . i dont want to be some aimless freak

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

O.S: most of us are scare of failure what -.=

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

O.S: of course im a very temperamental girl. then? hard not be to one because even my dad got some mental disorder-acting like a pregnant woman because he always craves for different kind of food and craves for other food when he got his desired one? so it might be genes problem :D

well i really have no doubt about the personailty test but about the "what you are most afraid of"..it's not very true but quite true. * i shall show you my contradictions".
i dont really care about my image and reputation when it comes to commenting about facts on others even though it sounds very mean and cruel.
however, i still care about my apparel because if people like me dont, we can say goodbye to topshop,forever 21 and etc.

Friday, July 25, 2008, 10:38 PM

im always happy with bangles(:

because we wont be having science in food preparation lab for next week,
i did that(:
all by myself okay:D

LECTURE TIME. this recap notes are in a mess.BORING.

anyway, eggplant will be away for 3 days!
YEAH LA. some design subcomm camp.
well i got to sleep early! tomorrow i'll be going for a venture event.
i will try to take photo and show them on my blog C:

p/s:you can try that again, i swear i will never forgive you.

Friday, July 18, 2008, 10:03 PM

PIPC! FYI:it's principle of inorganice physical chemistry :D

nice color?

WORKBENCH PEEPS! scientist-looking student XB

ANNA BANANA. her laughter is infectious! i swear (:

SFP [science in food preparation]

wearing hair net -.=

TATA! specialise in food science(:

DRESS DAY- every friday?

this is hazel 3-in-1 color fusion 1-day color contact lens by freshlook.
it's FREEEE XD because that time when i bought my grey lens, the optical shop was having promotions. i got a set of sapphire,ocean green,misty grey and hazel brown :D

my outfit

HAP [human anatomy and phsiology] GROUP!

when i look at my lecturer, he reminds me of kung fu panda XD
he's the dragon warrior~

MATHS! PEER TUTORING

tutee:nashiha
tutor:huiwen

hard to resist junk food):

MATH MAKES HER MAD!

lao shi and student

another lao shi teaching MATHS

HAHAHA that's the end

9:51 PM

this blog is mine. no one can change my mindset..not even my boyfriend or my best friends. how i want to say a person, it's up to me.

pardon me?! for that previous post i didnt even use a single vulgarites. you are not clear about the situation. and it's my declaration [*roll my eyes* some people must be blind or illiterate.it isn't it obvious..DERRR] to that girl.
keep those worthless comments to yourselves because neither of you are righteous.
read my blog and shut up or you dont read unless you got no life.
not even a hero is perfect.

want perfectism?
advice: die early and be an angel :D

Monday, July 14, 2008, 10:51 PM

oh..so your FRIENDS have done a great job :D
they are so efficient and you got the news so fast like the speed of light travels?

well well. if you were not guilty or ashame of whatever you have done, why bother to block me? as if i will POP out and start a conversation with you..[WOW..a sign of baobab tree or so? if you are intelligent, you will know what im preferring]

oh dear..you know the real meaning of autistic?
it's a behaviour like living in one's imaginary world or you called it "your own world".
im kind of disappointed because you misused this phrase. im not totally obsessed with myself because im not like some boring bloggers putting up hundreds of photos to show how much they love themselves.
neither i think proudly of myself whereby i boast and often self-praised.

anyway just to tell you that people told me that they think you deserve it :D
so sad to say that they hurt your heart. oh nevermind, dont think you will mind since you got SUCH GREAT FRIENDS around you to give you real and true support(:

AH MUN MISSES SCHOOL TOO!

Tuesday, July 08, 2008, 11:49 PM

yeah..that day when i was at the open space at tm with priscilla. we started talking aboout manjusri. we miss it alot!
so after i went home, i saw pris post about how much she misses MJR and coincidently AHkei also posted a v. short paragraph on MJR.

RARRRRR! ah mum also misses the time in mjr la.
it's like a moment for us to memerise.
it's hard to bring everyone back.
AND ah mun has many wonderful memories ;D together with hated memories
shouting names at corridor. running at corridor. peeping at people when walking past classrooms.gossipping and bitching.

chinese class..the memorable parts: chatting too happily with ahKEI and forgot that YEO-CHAN was actually waiting for us to stop talking before she could carry on teaching. HAHAHAHA! and she always called AHkei name when she smiled at me or laughed. HAHAHAHA! *WO MEI YOU JIANG HUA!*
and ahKEI always loves to show off her GONG DONG YE [cantonese].
and that's how she gets her name ah KEI and im ah MUN.
sieh na and miaw ching would always be sitting right behind us and gossip about others. HAHAHA i cant forget the way we laughed until tummyache and felt stitches or sth? HAHAHA.
then we would always share our titbits and sweets with hangqi and weikai. so their names were also called by YEO CHAN.
and we 6 would never stop talking HAHAHAHA. like some empty vessels. LOL!
always when we didnt do our work, our provider WANLING would flash us answers and we would sometimes gossip and it made us laughing so madly until YEO chan almost chased us out of the class.
we always cheated during chinese class test. like 4D?
asking for numbers to fill in to our MCQ.

during the period before o level, hanging out outside classroom was like a trend or something?
my buddies would always play soccer/bball and after that we would chill out in the classroom, blasting the music over the speaker.
LIKE WOWOWOWOW.
then we would talk about students and teachers, questions and topic.
HAHAHAHAAAAAA
i miss hangqi especially.
calling me stupid, stubborn.
however one thing in common, we love fisherman's friend :D
hangqi and AHkei helped me through my toughest time and made me a happier person.

i thought after O's, priscilla would choose a different institution and i would really feel damn sad without her by my side.
she's like so important to me although we always quarrel and i often cried over those.
i remember every single quarrel and how we shed our tears.
i remember that path where we started all our quarrel.
we both value our friendship to the max(:
now we no longer shouting, screaming at the pathway until both of us cry :D

and maryyyy! HAHAHA i plucked her MAO with double sided tape. because we were playing so rough and her big butt hit me XD
she's always the most understanding la.
we dont quarrel and i really love her and also her MAO.
she always gives in and i love to sleep with her on the same bed! SO COOOL~

sieh na and miaw ching are my funniest friends ever..we gossipped we laughed and we mocked. making fun of teachers and playing in class were a must and it's so hard to get us to be serious LOL! prof. snape was always the target teacher that we always laughed at. because she really looks damn hilarious when she got flared up and lost her cool.
we constantly reminded each other what homework to do...what tests were coming up and what to study for.
and sieh na and miaw ching always like to speak hokkien when neither of them could speak in an accurate tone and accent. HAHAHA.
HOKKIEN NANG.

jee hou is my ex which lasted for one day or so. HAHAHA. another nice guy who always mingled with me..talking about bio stuff and i thought i ought to be a scientist or what. LUSONG AND XIANG KANG. super miss them know.
i always teased xiang kang until his ears went red and face blushed and lu song would gay with him.
lynette would be laughing and like saying,"walau, so gay la lu song."
sieh na and i often got bullied by lusong. so evil eh. HAHAHAHA.
the shoe theft!

and my STUDY GROUP:zheng wei, kanglong, nick, nicholas, wong ian and hangqi :D
wahhh HAHAHA so many jokes and i couldnt concentrate.

and that's somehow how zheng wei and i got together.
i miss the time we had mini conference with nicholas and sometimes one-one chat and i never get stopped entertaining by him.
HAHAHA.

and random, ahKEI,MARY or sieh na would be the ones who were available to go shopping with me during school days :D

during the study's week, nicholas, wanling and i would be around bugis and marina sq area. shopping and doing stupid stuff.

to wanling: you know what? you are a best-est friend that anyone could have. i will forever remember you in my heart because you were the one comforting me at the staircase, forgetting about our previous grudges and when i looked for you, you would never turn me down (:

i miss the times we were like some fools and un-teachable kids which needs to be disciplined and then nurtured
HAHAHA.
and how classes move about to make friends.
SO COOOOOL!
and moving block to block to look for our cliques and always hiding some food under our desk XD

WELL WELL..too many people and times to miss and i might have missed out someone or what.but those things really come out from the bottom of my heart(:
and i love all of you my friends no matter normal friends,good friends,best friends >3<

Monday, July 07, 2008, 10:11 PM

well, im getting this straight. i was quite hesitated about revealing your name. well it doesnt make a big difference-not revealing your name will only make you unable to sleep on a pillow of clear conscious. you know my sort.im not that.

okay KAREN, I DONT LIKE YOU. and since when i make you my best/good friend? -.=

stop letting your lies flowing in between your blocks of untidy, stained teeth.
you know at first i got the urge to punch your mouth. but think of it, lying is your ability to make yourself so sympathetic and innocent. i shant disable your that only ability

well i have enough of your lies. however your bird-brain friend is still blindfolded by your lies.
your bird-brain friend blindly and foolishly believed every single wordyou said. WOO so you both did "SIMON SAYS" game? fond of childhood memories? HAHAHA

you know beethoven-the great music composer?
you know who are you?
you are beekaren-the great liar because you yourself know how many kinds of lies you have composed.

that day all of us at your living room promised that we shall not leak out any of your secret.
all of us could use our ears and eyes to testify. so are you preaching us to lie is a better way to live?

who's the one who tell alex that i spreaded about you getting harrassed by chef henry?and what a bitch i was?
arent that all you. *roll my eyes damn hard until i can feel the taut of my optic nerves*
you know clearly in your heart.
i swear to god that i didnt spread it.
i dont go around and say,"eh, you know karen got harrassed? HAHAHA! what a joke!"
i told zhengwei about it because he's my boyfriend and we share stuff like this.
it's up to him to say it or not. it's not my mouth. it's his. got it? it's up to him to laugh it out loud or to share it with other people, i dont know.
and not like i dont know what you have said behind my back. remember what you said in front of avril, hui peng and janaine?
well..out of three, neither two likes you. of course they will tip me off.
and didnt know you repeat your mistake by making your backstabbing speech to one of them.
arent that silly enough?

i wanted to make a conscious insult but i choose not to. i dont want to be like those friends of yours.

now i warn you ,not using the word officially.dont think we are of different polytechnics, you can just malign me and push all the blame to me so that there will be someone cleaning your backside.mind you dont make me your someone anymore.
you know my way. dont regret when i post about all your bad deeds and your ugliness. and i wont feel a twinge of guilt because fair and square-instead of telling liars,trying hard to hurt me, i will state facts that you will be extremely shameful of.so who feel a harder pinch?
well, you might not have the link to my blog but im sure your FRIENDS will inform you since they love to check out my blog so-that-often and bitch about me. nah...just join their club - The no-life(s) *geez*

that's all. BYE. dont bother to comment because i dont purposely dont put a tagboard or a comment post for you readers.you know.

HAHAHA!

Saturday, July 05, 2008, 10:16 PM

LOL. i asked his brother about our new looks.
it's NERDY the word he used.
HAHAHA! cute or cool OMG!
and i also realised that he's getting taller.

OKAY tomorrow pris is coming to my house! and i shall have a make up session with her!

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:16 PM

let's talk about my M fringe. sadly, it's still a M fringe.

better? according to my mum, she thought that i got a dog-bitten fringe.
so i told that to Nick.C and he said that if his rabbit were to see me, it will also bite my fringe.
LAMER.HAHA.

so that day was our 7th month. WAHH he loves 7.

his treat to THE SOUP SPOON! one of my fav. :D

after that he sent me to MJR because i told him that i wanna go for the campfire. let's see who's the early bird!

the backdrop

so i suggested to amanda that we should do some jump shots. and then....

WEEEE~ did it!

went over to the basket ball court to check out the sign-in board.
well. i was inspired again.HAHAHA!

look at kaiyoon that retarded look.maybe we[amanda and i] shouldnt have give him a hard knock on his head

WANLING,PRIS AND ANDRINA!

because the campfire fell on a saturday so there's a free NDP preview WOW.

two houseflies? NAH. AIR PLANES

it supposed to be a big heart shape..but it's too big for me to capture the whole thing.

and this..

the emceeeee!

our school has proudly present the DANCE!

MY FAV. JIARUI! to intro, jiarui is my friend for 5 years and he's from FB okay!
and he's in the 2nd year.

show you the PROs

i can tell you..until now he is still that small size..stilll that same height XD

campfire ZZZZZ

GG with so many ex seniors

TINA!

WOOO..im enlightened by the spot light -.=

WANLING!

if you know what im writing.

SEEE he started to show off his FB power!

i dont know what happened that night. just saw many people crying..
for that point of timme, i chose not to emo with them and went out of school :D
we went to eat DURIAN!

SEE JIA RUI!

actually i got a photo of wanling eating durian. but i promised not to upload because it was unglam (: im a good friend, WANLING.
and we were on hubert's car, trying to hunt for chickens.
WOW they were so hot eh. i saw them wearing bras and super micro mini shorts walking around hunting for old men.
then wanling suggested that we should go OCH but we seriously cant find that place and ended up going to changi village to look for ducks.
SO HOT ALSO! they got DUA NEH NEH eh. LOL! so censor XD

MONDAY BLUES! almost every monday im meeting up pris, cheston, NICK.C and gareth for dinner :D

and im the clue of the day XD

CHESTON! as usual. act cool

weee~ his face LOL!

tuesday!

during obc, we spotted this ^

ENLARGE! that's v. creative of that lecturer -.=

lastly, i love you <3