Told you so

define what's within

if i ain't got you baby

i'm huiwen.
eighteen.
28march91.
attached <3.
redfoxventures.
temasekpolytechnic

AHKEI BOMB PRIS AMANDA ANDRINA HANGQI WANLING KEN FATASS NAVJOTH TOHWEE EDDIE SHAWN NICHOLAS CHEN

February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011

Saturday, September 15, 2007, 9:23 PM

have my fairy godmother betray me and fly over to your side and grant you something? even if you ask for it...as if my fairy godmother will agree. BURRR~

huiwen's fairy god mother[she might be thinking]:
EEYER! how could i grant this kinda guy?! he's so HORRIBLE! maybe i might consider to throw away my wand. why not hand him a bottle of ice lemon tea?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

huiwen:oh yeah! i cant help to laugh at that sentence you mentioned xD i agree with you(: i think seriously you are the one who know me inside out(: come! let's cheer >ω<

who are you to make me a flirt. if you think i easily fall for guys, you are so wrong.
if you think im a flirt, all i can say is that thanks to you for overestimating me (: because if so you might think i have the criteria to be like one. you are jealous YOU ARE! but it's my first time encountering a guy saying this:you know huiwen might like you. WTH?

must well say i have a gigolo in this school!
but firstly, im not rich so i cant take care of a gigolo, giving him monthly allowance.
secondly, i dont have a place for him. my house is full of women and a pathetic man[DAD].
thirdly, i cant have sex with him because it's not time yet[talk about this after marriage or there isnt a marriage because i might choose not have one] and im not a loose girl.

cant believe you still telling other about those love crap while you even told others to pass this message to me : ASK HUIWEN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. WOW~ im so scareee
-0-"

why cant you call me and ask me to shut the fuck up? why must others help you to convey the message? seriously if you tell others you still like me..do you think they will believe? YOU WANT OTHERS TO CONVEY THE MESSAGE:ASK HUIWEN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP.
although you are polite enough to tell others to ask me to SHUT THE FUCK UP (:

so what make you feel so fuck up? is it all those things i type here?
HAHAHAHAHA!
i think this isnt painful enough compare to the pain when you pluck your hair on your hands.
the impact you gave me is more than these. these are just your dessert.

im not trying to be revengeful but you say that when someone malign you...you have to stand up for yourself. i didnt clarify anything. i didnt say that i said nothing about you because your story is way too interesting (: everyone wants to know! people around me it's like EH EHH why he say something so negative about you huh? share leh! dont selfish lah..share mah..the thing between you and him seems to be complicated..share lah! very interesting you know!!

SEE! alot people demand to know our stuff. of course..after they heard one side of the story which it's your alex side of story, they cant be biased. so they came and understand my side of story. luckily i found out that you havent been a nice guy ): because all they told me are all bad things you said behind my back. with evidence in your blog, of course i have to believe what they said. ermmm..QUITE REAL FOR ALL (: so therefore i conclude that it's a reliable source.

conclusion: you also know how to defend for yourself, why cant i? does the society still think that males have more right, priviledge and justice coming to their side compared to females?

HELLO! males and females are treated equally in this society. women can be very capable and when it comes to their reputation, it's most important. even sociations like amnesty international are built up to protect women's human rights. why? because some guys such as you this typical one like to malign woman like me. so now im ready standing up for myself, not to be hammered down by you.

iyo iyo..ever since i start all these in my blog, these have helped me alot..i mean in some subjects like social studies, geography, english and BLAH BLAH. HOHO

Friday, September 14, 2007, 6:53 PM

you- how i hope i can throw you into the bin.

seriously..you need not help me defend. it's pointless. all things you said that day it's totally fucked up.

im a homo sapien make up of 70% of water and the rest are fats, muscle cells and blood.have i give you permission to suck up my blood and become your tiny weeny soul? im not here for you to manipulate..to recreate my storyline, to choreograph my life and my character.

Ya! disapproval of me so? like as if i give a fuck care about your friends. not as if they are so damn god nice except some.

this world is damn ugly not excluding you.

sometimes i look at you...i ponder if i were blind at the first place..i mean blinded by smog that lead me to such a big big mistake.

if i were to put the convers. (you, hangqi and me) over there, people will know you are damn fucking ugly. inside out.
outside in. whatever it is.

it has been over since $£%$& and HELLO?! wake up! i got my freedom. i like the smell of danger.

all your good friends defend and help you. but they ever wonder if you did the same thing to them.. definitely NO. if i were to spill all the beans and let them sprout, they will think you are super duper 'disfigured'.

if you think defending for person like me is like forcing you to jump off the cliff...why bother? dont tell me all those love crap. because it has long faded.

okay here is all for you. and you are a BIG MONSTROUS FREAK..ugly frame of mind =.=

Monday, September 10, 2007, 6:29 PM

loving couple - my bestie and that crab =.=

look at tu tou the greedy pig!

next day at cafe iguana~ my dont-know-whatever mocktail :D E.H treats me!

little titbits.i have no idea what that is.but i know this is not the nachos i orderrr~

at brewerkz...just beside only.
another mocktail =.= call what-strawberry-lime-dont-know-if-it's-right drink.

anyway i drank raspberry beer. i have to drink it fast for a reason you know i know X:

BREWERKZ! i will come in 2 years time (:

today today today! i miss school so much(: although today there isnt much fun, i still miss it xD

first...talk about prelim. AHHHHHHHHHH~ although there is improvement in english, bio and e math, my L1B4 is only 19 without the help of cca points. HOW?! my aim is 13! 13!!!!

not 19! i needa get rid 5 more points. ROAR*

i must now work hard for bio...improve the way i write my essay..and DO MORE MATHS!

i cant flung my a math anymore.

maybe i think that i have also flung my humanities =.=

i must first thanks keyzin.jiaqi.nicholas and zheng wei.although jiaqi and keyzin were actually the ones who help me with my chemistry(: pass is better than fail. and the rest formed the study group ...otherwise i will still be failing.

I LOVE BREWERKZ!

Sunday, September 09, 2007, 9:29 PM

BREWERKZ!

fine...answer is a straight no..not 18 NO!..hey. guys...let's just follow the rules ):

i wont push myself to a hole which i dont even know the depth.

anyway happy happy things-after o and we'll talk about it...although mine is a long one ...from 22/10-13/11 =.= almost a month.

okay fine...from 6/11 to 12/11 there's no paper..and the last paper is my bio MCQ.

so longggg~ im sure xy and zw are gonna wait wait wait until their necks are as long as the giraffe..

im so sure xy is gonna be happy.didnt know she's once my biggest enemy and she's now my best buddy=x and im gonna find work with her=) sure then...there will be vacancies for us..her dad helps

tudos~

Tuesday, September 04, 2007, 3:26 PM

If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it.Remember only the verse, the innocent's, the one without tears.For I`ve given this-its strength and it has become my only strength.Comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality.Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew..these sinful things writing down my life.

if there's a time turner, hopefully lips are sealed.
if i would have a choice, i wouldnt pick to listen the truth..but to hide in the packs of white lies.
if i could only tell you that ties we have can be severed, little beads of tears wouldnt have rolled off my face.

your words tear me asunder.
However cruel the mirrors of sin
Remember beauty is found within.

it's not to accept how f-ugly our world is.but it's what to expect for this f-ugly world.

it's heartwrenching(: however i'll stand by you.

Monday, September 03, 2007, 9:18 PM

TAMAGOTCHI..MY FAVOURITE MAMETCHI!

tamagotchi mini exhibition(:

HAAGEN DAZ! look at tu tou zw!

nicholas =.=

KBOX DAY! @secret recipe [YaY! YaY! my favourite cheesecake here i come!]

JIA~

after kbox

we took neoprints~ SO DAMN FUNNY!.

ERM x:

wait... i scan the neos x:

sorry that those neo-s are unclear..because we laminated it. the plastic is the main cause.

YaY! today is damn fun!

9:17 PM

finally you feel the pinch. for me...what i got is more than a pinch.it's a big slap.
by the way, im not that good girl anymore.

Sunday, September 02, 2007, 7:49 PM

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end-- waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

tell me how much can you see from the outside world?
is there much to tell?
is there a tale?

Crownless again shall be the queen
Trophy on her grave still remains unseen
A boat on the river confessing the sins
The Riddler revealing the deep hidden things

Crownless again shall be the king
A gull covered in oil with a broken wing
A hitcher on a road alone and lost
Iron sharpens iron - a truth that once was

One fleeting moment and it is all gone
Crownless again
Will I fall?

have i not done enough?
have i not done it well?

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

do you know these feelings..this emotions?