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Monday, March 31, 2008, 1:54 PM

I'm here to post (: But not on my sweet 17 of course. today is more about my affiliation- cow prints :D


started out with 7 and only ended up with 4.


i feel very touched [when i said that, pris touched my chest]. i feel good having the 3 of you as my v. best friends [jiaqi, pris and mary].

i cant describe that happiness i have now when i recalled how they 3 tried hard to draw their time to celebrate my bday. how we talked and "thon" the night crapping around although we dont see one another as often. glad- also because mary and jiaqi are still able to talk crap like the past. [they have not been seeing each other since after that sentosa trip? which is nov.]
HEHE. we are the final can. in these four years, everything has changed.someone left.someone has been forgotten.someone become * [ *********** dont know how many f words i wanna put in that *] . however our friendship remains. recalling all those stupid and childish quarrels, i cant help to laugh a lil and feel that twinge- EEE so sour.

HAHA that time was tough but we still managed to bring back everything (: call this fate? it wasnt easy you should know.

IM HAPPPYYYYYYY~
always we will try so hard just to meet up and make a trip to sentosa :D
never forget one another bday and will always celebrate even it's a belated one [it's better than not celebrating right?].
HAHA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


today when pris and i went to mary house, i feel like we were back to sec 2 [where the 3 of us ,jiaqi,pris and me would always go mary house-play,slack and chat] (: SO FUN.

i always cant resist mary's backyard pool and always wanna jump in like that w/o a swimsuit.

HOHO i did it today(: so 3 of us in the pool playing and laughing. i got back that feeling. GREAT FRIENDSHIP SIA.
JIAQI! you must go mary house. this time no more crows and pigeons swimming and relaxing in her pool. it's clean and got clorine smell! her ahma will also offer us that floating boards XD



i will update my blog again on my fav no. 17 and my bday soooooon (: it's the best-est bday i ever have




Thursday, March 27, 2008, 2:59 PM

HELLOs! today i got a story to tell(:


i remember i got this very good sister. it happened that i found a diary on her desk.

it goes like this:





dear diary,

it's going to be our fourth month. i feel so blessed because he's always there with me no matter im sad or happy or even angry.
remember how it started out?
yes,forever it will be marked on my memory(:

it was around august..we got to know each other because we went to kbox together with other two friends. i remember that he didnt sing. i was thinking..is he too shy to sing? or he doesnt have a good voice? i had no idea. i found him a very weird person because he was willing to pay 20 bucks to sit at a corner listening to us singing.

then it was around september, our gap got smaller. we often hung out together and did some studies. we also chat on the phone often. he always made me laugh on the phone until i got gastric): however you wont know how much i enjoy talking with him.
one day, he hesitated and told me,"i think i got a little crush on you."
really? i was a little surprised.
i told my very good friend about it because it didnt seems believing.


she went to ask him the very next day.
he admitted that it's real. HOW? i didnt know how to react.
at night, we chat on the phone again. he told me that he's confused. about what?
he said that i wasnt his type and hinting that he shouldnt like me anymore. he didnt want to continue all those phone calling.i felt a twinge in my heart. what does that mean? end of everything?


the distance between him and me got further.i knew something was wrong. i asked my very good friend if he did tell her anything.she denied. really? i thought. my six senses will never betray me. sure?
he ignored me. it's so heartbreaking.
my tears were not behaving. they fell off without my permission. what's going on? have i develop feelings for him?
everytime he walked past me, i would always look at him, waiting for him to say a big HELLO to me. but it never happened.i got very carried by it. is it because he can feel it that's why he ignores me?


that period of time, he sticked to my very good friend. are they together? when has it started? behind my back? why?
i was so helpless seeing my heart cracking into million pieces and i still had to use those million pieces to forgive all those f* things and myself for falling for him.
i didnt want to understand.
they always studied together, went home together. so am i entitle the name of the invisible woman? a heavy big drop of tear fell on the second last bench from the back.this buddy took a tissue for me, asking me if he worths that much of my tears.no matter how sad i was, always portraited a good and lively character in front of my very good friend and him.HAHAHA


maybe my very good friend didnt want to hide things from me or maybe other reasons.
she told me that actually he felt something and he didnt want me to continue to like him.he saw nothing in it.he wanted my very good friend to help out so that i would give up.he felt that it was a crush not like ,not love.simply CRUSH. is that necessary?


i knew that was the thing i sensed it long ago. this time he called. asking me if im able to help him in his work. i agreed and also questioned him about that issue. his silence told me everything.i knew that no longer could i pull our distance closer.he said that we could only be friends-ORDINARY ones.
i was very upset.i hid myself in the big blanket. my heart was "squeezed" like the way people squeeze the orange for its juice until i cant get a wink.i felt so painful and i cried quietly wetting my bedsheet.does he know all this heartwrenching stuff im going under? why must he buy the stuff i like and make me happy when he got a crush on me and now he's telling me that we are just ORDINARY friends?


but men have to honour his words. he promised to work together after our major exam.
we went to several job interviews and got into the same one.
as time passed, feelings grew. we went out together,hanging out with our clique.
on the way home on the train, he would just look at me when i was staring into spaces. i felt something-good.
one day our clique called us out. it was the very incident which made him confess.
he was jealous, he was angry. he told me that he likes me alot. well, a lil itchy inside.
for that night, both of us couldnt sleep.
as usual, every morning i would pull him to work.
so it happened as per normal. he was grumbling. "can you stop pulling my bag? why cant you hold my hand while dragging me to work?"
i ignored him. he held my hand. hehe. of course i was giggling inside not to let him know.
i tilted my head a little and saw his big smile.
however he still hadnt ask me that question. is he lacking some courage? or is he hesitating because he's afraid that it's just a big crush?
thousand of questions.
after work, he asked if he can send me home. i knodded my head. he told me that he intended to quit his job. he knew i didnt want him to quit because i hate facing loneliness.a condition-to hold his hand.
akwardly, i placed my palms on his and grabbed loosely. hello? can anyone tell me is that the right thing to do?
i fear..i scared that it's just a scam.

that night he sent me home again. but not holding hands. finally i reached my block. he wanted to ask something but he just couldnt open his mouth and so he decided to try another day.
"WAIT! you come back to this spot!" pointing my finger at that spot that he was just now.
he mastered his courage and finally asked.."are you willing to be my girlfriend?"
WOO (: you can see my soul floating around and there were "fireworks" everywhere.

it has been tough on me and him. i was elated burrr after so many incidents. as i wished(: so my fairy godmom did bless me.i really love him. he gives me alot of surprises, always give in and makes me feel like the world is evolving around me. i feel so loved every moment.he always text a message that makes me feel like popping to the ceiling.whenever im sad, he will no say more but to give me a very warm hug to ensure me things are going fine.he always makes me burst into laughter when life is a lil dull.he will pull me closer whenever i almost fall.he knows me so well-my favourites, my needs and my wants.during the late nights,he always wait for hours for me to knock off..standing like a statue without a omplain.sometimes i got a lil discomfort, he will look into my eyes asking if im alright or i need to consult a doctor.he will worry about my health and make sure that im having my meals regularly.he also pops me a kiss when i look bored or to get my attention. he is so sweet aint he?


thanks alot for giving me such a good boyfriend(:

love,
CP




*****end of the diary entry*****


HAHA. luckily she didnt realise that i saw this page of her diary and i didnt know that she'd really been through so much just to be with that guy.and good that she had a happy ending(:



end of today. cya guys




Friday, March 21, 2008, 9:34 PM


i miss zhengwei! really):
luckily tomorrow im seeing him again (:
LOVES!




Tuesday, March 18, 2008, 1:55 PM

today i met zheng wei up before we go together for the poly enrolment body check up. HAHAHA. must collect urine leh ):
there's this guy who got super embarrassed by the nurse because she asked loudly if he had pee-ed already. HAHA!
he got his pee-ed bottle there and said," WHAT AN EMBARRASSMENT!"
HAHAHA!


then we headed back to his house and played as usual. charles was there too. HAHA! i was telling zheng wei about lust caution. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~it has polluted my mind!
so obscene):
to pris:PRIS! you might like it and you are HORNY (:


and he bought a cybershot SE phone. of course it's only when i got back from taiwan then i got to know..HAHA CYBERSHOT LEH~ my natural reaction is to camwhore la. idiot-ard. although i did camwhoring in front of him, he didnt even complain and allow me to take as many as i like.
SO NICE (:


okay love-s i'll blog those photo-s one day (:




TAIWAN!
Sunday, March 16, 2008, 12:11 PM

hello everybody! i spend my whole afternoon from 1.24pm to 10.18pm just to update my blog about my trip to taiwan for 7 days. i miss everyone esp. zhengwei darling and my dearest sister!







at changi airport transfer D24. we were taking eva [taiwan plane]







reached TAIWAN!









our first stop - taipei famous brewed pig's trotter YUMMY!









next morning 8/3

more than 1/2 of the taiwanese owe scooter.it's safer than motorbike,takes up lil space and it comes with different types and designs of helmets(:













here we are at Mt. yang ming




so CUTE! like zheng wei









a dog that climbs tree(: it masters the art of climbing XD
but does it know how to climb down? HAHAHA













this tree has many long branches stretching out. what does that means? OLD










coffee, tea and hot chocolate make me all warmmmmmmmm inside



















little boss[the little one with apron] in the garden. HAHA she's so adorable alright! her arms in akimbo telling those kids not to run about because we were there for hi-tea. my dad asked the server about the little boss. she's a chatty and helpful sweet pie(: when she's free, she'll be at her hideout which is at the garden playing hide-and-seek XD













a sudden mist leh ):












what a dumpling! only one year old but still not able to stand properly













purple peanuts @ MT. YANGMING. super-li-cious(:











now do you find this place familiar?








A-HUH..A-HUH! it's the scene of 不能说的秘密(:


JIAQI: dont jealous leh XD i got to step on the paths that jay chou used to step on leh! and i saw the seat where jay chou sat :D












walking green man...














JAY CHOU! it's the JAY CHOU set meal. HAHA all i can say that this food industrial really has it's big brain!







here's dan shui
this is a v. well know shop in taiwan. it sells different kind of sweets and also these sweets come in special packagings.












at shih lin ye shi~



i must really compliment this guy right here. he's pro can! he used both hands to aim that basket and hit the high score when he's only in stage 2. after that he went on to stage 4 which is a high score of 640++ my jaw was dropping so low until i thought it wasnt something believing enough























passion fruit flavour(: of course this is too big to be eaten by one person. so my dad grab two spoons and i had it half. the rest was finished up by jacob [my dad's business partner's son]














it's recommended on tv before leh.. but i didnt get to eat ):















at the pets' street



so many kinda dogs, cats and rabbit. all kinda furry pets you can think of. also reptiles and amphibian.








introducing JACOB! lol my mum likes his brother, michael and him because they're sociable and filial














wow~











YO YO YO! check out this bathroom (:

SAUNA and BIG BATHTUB that flows the spring water













GOD DAMN IT! sophisca intro me that these lollipops are hot items..and yet they are the sweet dick and yummy vagina -.= OMG!












i bought two of this. guess who im giving to? HAHAHA so musical and royal:D









this is what i got from the pick-a-toy machine. four of us (jacob,michael,my sis and me) spending almost 1/2 hour trying to get a medium rabbit out. however the lucky lady[my sis] took her last try and get the small one out













A BIG SUCKER! alright..it's a lollipop pacifier -.=





MARSHMALLOWS! BOMBA gets it because she suits this candy (:


















TATA! BIG BAG OF CANDIES MAKES ME HAPPY










good morning! it's 9/3

o.0 this is terrific! deep fried pork chop soup XP
















clover leaf *U*










they are the nominates of the president of taiwan.













@ tai chong- ye shi


LOOK at this FLYING SQUARREL outside this tattoo shop! AHHHHHHHH~ it got my heart ripped off XD

















NEXT MORNING AT THE WET MARKET -.=









it's the pig heart -.= so damn big and bloody appearance




















at MIAO GOU



so diligent leh.














i ordered a red bean bean curb.. SO tasty~










then we passed by this shop called it [straight translation] "believe it or not" and decided to pay NT 100 each for entrance fee.







OHHHH...do i look like a prisoner that's on the way to be beheaded? so sad):










a fish that got a twisted back.. too bad for justin timberlake..this fish got no sexy back XD













LOL a pig looking turtle!



















E.T GOAT that survived only for a day













of course she's so wanted alright. always makes me angry, vomit and faint












LOL..of course im wanted tooo...because im missed in s'pore can! i can hear zhengwei, pris, mary, huipeng and jiaqi calling for me, asking meto return to s'pore
















an elepant looking E.T pig -.= so many E.T leh












bread made corpse IN PHILIPINES!
















LOOK AT THIS STUFF! this metal piece was meant for married women whose husbands were generals. husbands were afraid that their wives were not loyal and seducive enough to get some other guys on bed for sex. that's why they invent this stuff to lock their wives' vagina from being invaded. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!













OMG! what a big condom. in the past, there's no discovery of rubber so the ancient used the old sheep's intestine. they washed off and clean off the intestine, leaving the outer wall . that's the condom -.=













the biggest condom in the world leh! elepant condom. wow~ GIGANTIC



















@ the gentleman's alley. why is that so? because until somewhere near the end, it gets narrower and the man has to let the lady go first.















taiNAN fish port leh!











little plateau of salt crystals leh (:







VAVA VOOOOOOOO! big crystal salt







so SHIOK! got sea breeze blowing at my direction.




























another ye shi. call it the tainan ye shi okay? haha. this few nights i had been seeing couples and teens holding this tall ice cream on their hands. is it that nice? not bad la. the attractive thing about it is it's TALL~












AND ICE-CREAM POPIAH!

the ingredient is strawberry ice cream, peanut crumbles, parsley, bean sprout and lettuce..so strange. but taste so GOOD! delicious~














loook! the ancient book. so small characters. mini mine-y..no wonder they had to strain their eyes ):











at sogo! actually we were not supposed to take photo. but i insisted and took it stealthily











STARBUCK's BAGEL














i bought this pair of colour- grey. so attractive~look like rabbit one leh










85 degree celcius bread shop

black ink [from squid of course] bread with cheese and garlic














this shop noodle is super duper superlicious can! i must intro (: why is it call du xiao yue? i asked the waiter and realised that in the past, the ascendant had to get fresh seafood as ingredients for the noodle. he had to cross this river [xiao yue]. it was so tedious until it had marked so vivdly in his memory..when he decided to open a shop, he called it due xiao yue.


















they have specially made the chopsticks. so it's one and only can be found in this shop

















so delicious that i finished the one whole bowl of noodle. thumbs up!










the street of arts~
















thev. big morning- having breakfast at 85 degree celcius shop.

so cheap leh! a total of NT 145 which is 6 plus sg dollar.















umbrella treeeee














SCARY FISH. die of horror ): because get steamed and boiled









what a nice view..we were on the way to gao xiong and notice it! the sand is BLACK. heard that it used to have volcano and errupted several times until the sand got black as the lava cooled down and got refine.











GAO XIONG-river AI















look like our merlion leh.















back to hotel. i was so elated to see a "massage chair". because these few days were so damn tiring. i rushed in and sat on it.my sis screamed at me,told me to get off that bloody dirty chair.

huifen: jie! get down that dirty f* chair!
huiwen:why? *about to get down*
huifen: it's a sex chair!
huiwen:fuck fuck fuck la!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeee~ *jump off*

huiwen:how you know it's a sex chair? you sat before huh?
huifen:NOOOOOO! look at this booklet! it teaches you how to use this chair to enjoy the great pleasure of having sex
huiwen:bloody hell -.= *so grossssss*



























at another ye shi at gao xiong...eating ice at ICE MONSTER..not as nice as s'pore one leh.














another pets' street..












hedgehog leh..i always want to have one because my ah ma used to have. it's so cute!













14/3 back to taipei. this is a restaurant, looking so weird. how weird? it's a dream of a disabled lady. she dreamt of this weird building and so decided to make it DREAM-COMES-TRUE.



















i was telling my sis that i'll look funny if i take a photo with the pillar. then she took the camera and took several burst shoots. making me look so dumb. LOL!


















TAIPEI 101 BUILDING LEH!



















i bought ticket for my sis and myself. a total of NT 800= SG$40++













in the lift, i can feel a lil pressure in it.it's the fastest lift in the world.

















at 91 floor..




















our dinner was held at this place..xia mu ni..it's a high class restaurant okay?!



















we had a personal chef for our table. he will serve us until our last course.










CHAMPAGNE!













appetizer! so appetizing at first look and so appetizing for each mouthful of minitures














first course- seafood soup











MAIN COURSE!









LIME SORBET













ready, get set, go! OUR SEAFOOD MIX(:













NEXT VEGE DELIGHT~











continue with my main course. teppanyaki prawns with pemasan cheese topping :P












fragrance fried rice with sakura prawns














HERE COMES DESSERTS~


my sis ordered french pudding...YUMMY.melt in mouth at once.















yogurt pudding with mango sauce..MANGO-LI-CIOUS!













our drinks- lime and soda with raspberry sugar syrup




























our after-dinner tea break (: it's at somewhere around MT. yang ming.

















AND i bought HERMIT CRABS at gao xiong leh!












ALRIGHT 7 days at taiwan travelling from taipei to tainan and back to taipei was a great experience and make two new friends, michael and jacob. uncle yide and aunt luo were kind and great hosts (:



cya