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Sunday, September 14, 2008, 9:10 PM

YaY! back to MM-AQM :D
we are just so enjoying our life there.

LIEW told us that there wasnt much laughter after we left OUHHH~

anyway remember i told you that i was very sicked-sore throat, bad cough, block nose and ears, running nose and cold.

i felt so sorry that i made hui peng cry):
because i was so sicked and i cant cancel my schedule so-last-minute so i had to go to work.
woke up at 5 am,slept again and woke up at 5:39 am because BOMB called.
in aqm, i was allocated to main restaurant with a new supervisor who knows little about the operation, a new waitres [she walks slowly, serves slowly and even talks slowly -.=] and a captain when half of the time i dont get to see her.
i was so not feeling well at that point. so i thought maybe bomb could lighten my work load.
but she rejected me, reason being was she was tired.

my bad for not understanding how tired she was [because it is not my body, how would i understand?]
i was rather pissed off.
then around 9 plus, supposingly guests should get lesser because breakfast buffet closes at 10:30 am.HOWEVER, these guests just BOMBED at the hostess stand.
the hostess "intelligently" put the guests at main restaurant and my work load was doubled.
at the wine bar which is far from buffet counter was actually quite relaxing because BOMB had another helper.

i asked for her help again. she did but awhile, v. short while.
i was super duper pissed.
it's like i keep asking for her help but she rejected me and felt that her tiredness couldnt compare with my illness and exhaust.
then i started to think - is it because she started to take me for granted. all those care, concern and how much i have valued this friendship?

i was very upset maybe partly because i wasnt feeling well and also she didnt show me what's the value of friendship when i really need help [i seldom ask her for help and often help around in the restaurant when my station is not very busy].
so it's quite rare for me to ask fer help in the restaurant k.

i really mind alot when i ask for help from some friends that i trust and value the most, they reject my requests because they are not willing for their own selfish reasons.
because when i need help, means I DESPERATELY NEED HELP.

it's time for 2nd break, she waited for me and we left together. at the lift landing, she asked me if i were okay. NO, i was not. but what? tell her how frustrated i was?
she asked if it is regarding rejected my request.

i thought, since you know, why dont you help me even i was about to turn over for all the tables?

she knew it. and apologised.

i ignored her apology and i was in dead silent because i was sick, upset and angry.

at the canteen, silence was the word to describe the weird atmosphere.
curiously, my executive asked what happened between the both of us..
well..to stop her from further questioning, i told her that we were experiencing "silence is gold".
some shit excuse i gave.

then another captain realised we were not right because we always break the silence.
she asked if we were quarelling.

my tears just fell off. to avoid the awkward moment, i stood up and walked off..

i knew this might upset BOMB further but you know when someone is really not feeling well and dont get some understanding from others, they tend to be emotional.

mu executive saw me in the dressing room and hugged me tightly telling me not to cry.
yeah BIG GIRLS DONT CRY RIGHT?!
but no..i value friendship so much that the slightest thing can upset me.

i knew BOMB was super duper upset and felt sorry that she made me so flare up and emotional.
she avoided me whenever she saw me.

well..i was thinking arent we best friends? why cant i just accept her apology and apologise to her for making her upset?
from far, i called for her and then dragged her to kitchen.
on the way, she kept looking at her order list and pretended that i was someone else.
"sorry BOMB. i didnt mean to upset you. i was really very frustrated so i was so speechless and ignored you."

true friends show their innermost feelings.
LOL. and chef daniel chup in LOL. "iyo why hug together and cry? 8 o'clock show is it?" damn busybody la. HAHAHA but he's my fav. la. then BOMB told me that jacklin [captain] apologised to her because she made the atmosphere even more awkward by asking if we were quarrelling. HAHA so funny eh. forever that silly DAI DHAO HA LOL.
thanks LIEW for being so caring leh(: even called up to ask if we were okay.
always like a brother to us :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and nelani [executive] for being so lovable HAHAHA maganda(:
okay. some credits to Mr lu ping[manager] XDDDDDDDDD

i know that time she was going to be my best friend because she believed me when most of them was blinded by one-side story.she helped me through when i was maligned by some bootlickers [go fuck yourselves KNN. especially that fat ass bitch, fairuz and DAMN THAT YASSER] and that fucking couple [to the she:go eat shit k..just because i dont like your working attitude..always doing those easy task when you were the station in charge and always easily pushed the blame on us when the guests walk off w/o billing make us like some prisoners-of-war, doesnt mean i dont like you as a friend. assume is always not the right way.
to the he: you're just biased.you hate me inside out and you're always waiting for the day i fall.luckily you left KNN go die
to both:birds of the same feather flock together. GOOD :DDDDDDDDDDD]

true friends show their innermost feelings.

BOMB is my bestest friend that i'll never angry for long.
how my life will be if i were going to work alone w/o a friend to share my thoughts, to understand my feelings, to know my loathe, to hear my complains, to laugh with me upon hearing my lame jokes and someone to take care of and to be taken care of?
see the differences? and it really matters.

BOMB :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
you know you are my top fav. including ep and those who knows you are my best friends :D

well you know i know :B