define what's within
if i ain't got you baby

i'm huiwen.
eighteen.
28march91.
attached <3.
redfoxventures.
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 12:07 PM

DDR has become our past time. we are not doing it anymore. it's not something we look forward to. maybe im the one who cares to take a look and make sure the feeling is always there.

all of a sudden i feel like singing..
come away with me- norah jones [vocal jazz]

this holiday is not fruitful at all. things are not planned in the way we thought.
we thought we could have a sleepover at mary house. but now seems like i have become the organiser of the sleepover and my only participant is mary.
you have you and your interest.
okay.
i know.
whatever.
nevermind.
compromise.
and i shall shut up.

i really hate this feeling because things have changed over the night.
BOOM! another wave of unexpected.
im not a superhuman.

it's only when you are busy, you will find/try to squeeze a slot of free time for others. and im busy and so
im tired.
nowadays it's difficult to find someone to talk. or am i concealing myself with those troubles and secrets i have?
no i know im not that..or am i adapting to situation and have made a change?

com'on huiwen.
your teenage treasure hunt is meant to mermerize.

im feeling $%^*&() i dont know.
it seems like as i get older, im losing things.



when you told me you got this and that and whatever you can burp it out, i got the urge to put down the phone immediately w/o saying goodbye. i make my time for you. all rejections piss me off. all arrangements dont go right. we are not supposed to behave like this.
NO. as much as i could, i wish that my mouth is shut so i wouldnt comment and hurt our feelings. you explained plenty of time telling me not because you spend more time with him, means im losing touch with you. but now?
what am i to you?

If my sky should fall
Would you even call



till now, im not used to the change because it was abrupt. think about it if you were me. doubt you ever will. see you when you feel like it