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is it our nature or we are nurtured to be like this?
Sunday, May 31, 2009, 2:35 PM
when you have come to a certain age, you will start to think about the events or incidents occured in your life..and i have come to a conclusion that humans are the most scariest creatures on earth.
so what i can tell you is that please take care because i can longer protect you and guide you.
you have taken up this path and i am no one to tell you things.
i cant give you my piece of advice although it might helps if you heed it.
Many times, i was astonished and in fear. i wonder how is this person managing a two-life when one life is so hard to deal with..or doing things in double standards which often contradict with their principles..
no doubt that these are all over the places. however the number of such people doing such things are increasing like nobody business.
friends are to be doubted. i mean CERTAIN.
the one who always claims that she would be with you will turn out to be someone who hurts you the most. once bitten, twice shy. i really dont know how although my heart wants me to follow where i should go.
at this point of time, trust is no longer important because most of them turns out to betray it.
one of my friends said," the key to friendship is to have your two eyes closed and your hands opened to embrace whatever it takes."
however will some shameless person able to sleep on a pillow without guilt even if they were treated like this when they dont deserve to?
"it's a heart of gold" who to prove when the world has infinite number of ugly hearts covering the earth..
now my perspective has changed. im going to take things easy and let things go in their own way.
i'll never insist the way that would brings a better outcome while others think it wouldnt be that case. try hard to come with a better solution is difficult. no one is standing in your view to see things.
from now on, i can only be a listener and will only strike in protest - silently or otherwise, occasionally. i dont want to get involved in things that makes me feel as though lemon juice was spilled into the blood pumping into my heart - fatal.
p/s: im going to Philippines on 10 june to 13 june. and i like this song from Duffy - i'm scared.
I'm scared to face another day
b'cause the fear in me just won't go away.