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Friday, May 08, 2009, 12:54 AM
There are so many things going on nowadays.im affected badly.
because someone i know who really dotes me alot is suspected to have Tuberculosis [which is known as TB].
According to my sis, one of the symptom is that joints will loosen and cause bones to dislocate and breathing difficulties.
this has already happened to him a few weeks ago.
im worried for him. do you want to know the BEST DAMN THING?
he is engaged and going to get married in December.
im scared. i dont like the feeling of losing someone. it reminds me of my descended grandma.
BYE BYE by Mariah Carey often rings by my ear sides. how can i forget how much she love me?
remember one funny and stupid part..when i was about 4, my mischievous act had caused her to choke on MacDonald french fries when she was snoring. and yet she didnt even reprimand me.
everytime she protected me from those caning marks..secretly kept a pack of sweets in my bag. [because my mum strictly banned us from eating sweets since young till primary 3]
every single thing..i still cant let go.
my emotions are too overwhelming now.
am i losing another person who is so darling to me?
mix of feelings.
this is so wrong.
and when my gastro problems knocked onto my door, i know im starting to lose my appetite again. vomit,diarrhoea,upset.
BTW.P/S:
Truly..im disgusted by you.
knowing who you are now gives me a clearer view who should i give my trust to.
no longer you.
i dont need some confused people to tell me what to do or advise me because at the first place, they dont even know what they are doing. dont call a kettle black when you are one.
I dont need anyone to tell me how to love someone, how to do things in right way.
freaking stupid because i got my own life and ways of doing things.
i was blinded by your ulterior motive. you contradict your own principles and i found many thumb knots in your life.
FREAKING LIFE i dont want to know.
i wish that you will be exposed by my dear friends in front of everybody:D