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in this deep hot lava pool
Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 12:45 AM
you don't know what's next..my future is laid on the hands of the unknown. thinking of middle age woman about 38, give birth to her first baby daughter, how is the baby daughter going to live her life if the middle age woman were to be in the heaven when her child's still young? or even worse. at the age of 55, her youngest child is only at the age of 13.now problems arising, i know i'm not that likable child anymore. ideas, thoughts - always conflicting. and that makes me so pissed.
these few years, i have seen what's going on in this family.
things i wish not see or say. every time i find it so difficult to swallow this whole chunk down my throat.
we have a plan. plan of being independent. we know that one day the same blood flowing in us will just mutate. siblings would split into two parts. we will never come to a peaceful agreement or talk.
age gap is one of the biggest problem which makes all of us lose faith in. i never know this can be a problem as long as we treasure this special fated relationship until jealousy burns your hearts.
till the very day, even we turn this table upside down, i will still stand strong with who i am, how i am and what i have.
im ready since young, we are trained to be independent even the sense of insecure and being dependent still laze around in our body.
everything is a problem. and humans are the main cause.
I'll be expecting things to happen. but I wont accept and resign to my fate.