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Life can be extended
Friday, November 26, 2010, 12:10 AM
I have seen alot of sore losers in life. Those who always hoping that they are at the winning side.true enough that everyone wants to win, but sometimes, when you lose, you make other happier. i mean not really lose at the losing end..that will be dumb.
anyway, of course, i will do justice right (:
be less paranoid, you will be happier :D so, STOP IT.
Let go & move on
Saturday, November 20, 2010, 10:30 PM
This morning 10.45, I was struggling with the needle. Given ethanol rub on my hand, one 10cm long needle was plunged deeply in my vessel. I fell asleep. I had no idea what had happened, I had no idea how i made my way to another room and well dressed.My will was strong, a fainting voice was calling my name. I cried.
In conclusion, although long ago i knew this, i have to re-emphasize.
had a fall - stand up - look back - laugh - move on
goodnight people..Life is always so wonderful. Let go and move on.
No time for second thought
Thursday, November 18, 2010, 8:49 PM
i think it's either i make a change or i stop blogging.When you learn life in a hard way, you will never forget.. not even for this moment. Enjoy when you are young.. you will never like it if you have to settle your problem like an adult. Since when i thought, I'm now someone who has stopped telling people my problems and love the way i bottle up in me. Sometimes i randomly vent my anger out telling my friends how sucks life is. When i rant my heart out, i feel that i should not burden my friends with my trouble because not all are listeners. ample times i feel like crying when the stress overburdens me, i remind myself that I'm always a role model in my family. Of course, crying is not a solution to everything. I used to blog a lot when i was unhappy or upset over something. now i did it again. but once in awhile.
This moment can be very harsh, pressing me flat. However, my belief has never changed. I am a strong girl and i always will be one. Being independent was not my nature and i was forced to it. I never like the feeling of being on my own but I have to understand that life is unexpected and unpredictable. Age gap is a major reason why my siblings can't get along. From then on, when I knew the hard fact, I accepted my fate and live with it. I always treat a painful lesson as a lifetime lesson. Look back, learn from it, laugh and move on.
I'm sorry to be this fragile but just once in a blue moon. When my mum thought i was borned with strong character, she had forgotten that she was the one who trained me from young. The worst experience: i was in this prestigious primary school and everyday was threatening. During midnight, i was awaken by nightmares. I ran outside my mum's door, she set a ground rule - you are the eldest sister, you are not allowed to be in this room. I begged. I was locked outside in the dark, silence was breaking in the living room. I wiped my tears off and decided to overcome this fear myself. It was then, I'm always on my own to solve my own problems.
adaption-habit-lifestyle-character..this is what builds me up.
okay, I'm feeling stressful again. I need to go toilet..
Saturday, November 06, 2010, 11:29 PM
i was thinking about my friends.Mary, Huipeng, Pris.
i want a shopping spree! save up all and we shall shop(: